You know those days where you feel like you're falling apart? The days where you yell at your kids or get angry over the smallest mishaps? The days where you sincerely just want to curl up on your bed and try again the next day? Yesterday was one of those days. A day where I felt so distinctly human, so undeniably sinful - a day where the vision in my mind of what a missionary should be - calm, peaceful, serene, soft spoken and God-honoring - were far from the reality I was reflecting.A day … [Read more...] about He doesn’t mind my mess
Archives for September 2015
365 days…
365 days. 365 precious opportunities to connect with people, to immerse ourselves in life here while preparing for life in Papua New Guinea. 365 days until my prayers, my joys, my worries and my world will look completely different. 365 amazing days each filled with 24 incredible hours of precious time and I feel stuck. I feel motionless, like I am standing on the edge of an immense life change but I cannot find a way to take the next step. I am paralyzed - overwhelmed by my inadequacies and … [Read more...] about 365 days…